Now you may have heard you’re already dead
Let me tell you something
I’ve seen a lot of dead people walking around
And you’re not that bad yet
Reflexes a little slow, maybe
Eyes a little foggy
Dumb as a post
Dumb things can be good
In silence
Sometimes there’s wisdom
I wish I could tell you so many things
About how to live
Make this a self-help poem
Full of nutrition
And exercises
To thrive
But that’s not why I came
It’s a warning, you know
About what you may have heard
And what I can’t say
And what you don’t want to know
Dead, or alive
Let’s say I loved you
Doesn’t matter
But let’s say I did
And this was the last time we spoke
And this message
No matter how insane
Or irrelevant
Or sappy
Would be recorded
Maybe not cherished
But saved
So I have to condense it down
And put only the most important piece
Into your ear
I know what you lost
In some ways,
I know better than you do
And I know what you still have
That tribal thing, you know
Like a bad case of laundry
Or a devil who just won’t shut up
Hemorrhage
Or tinnitus
The rattling of the cage
Doesn’t matter
I know
It doesn’t matter what you lost
Even though it pains me
And it doesn’t matter what you still have
Not one bit
What matters is what you may yet gain
And I don’t mean heaven or hell
But the earth
This earth may yet be gained
Like you might gain 20 pounds
Enough to be comfortable
Or you might gain a lover
Ugly as hell
But kind
Or you might gain wisdom
Like a nail into your head
And I’ll be sitting beside you
Whispering into your ear
“…a devil who just won’t shut up” — yep, been there, done that 😉
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