Forgive My Mom

For all the things you did for Marie and I
When you would smoke cigarettes and
How you always slept in and never really hung out with us in the mornings
And all the times you only hung out with us in the afternoons
I forgive you
For all the time’s Marie raised me when you were sick and dad was at work
or when you and dad got a divorce
For all the times you and dad or Eric fought and made me cry because I was scared
I forgive you
For all the times you spent money on cigarettes
And when you couldn’t pay the bills and so we didn’t have water
Or we couldn’t cook food
I forgive you
For all the times your caregivers would come to the house and steal Marie and I’s
stuff
And when your Caregivers would come and smoke with you and purposely burn me
with the cigarettes
I forgive you
For all the time’s CPS came to our house
And questioned Marie and I and we were scared to tell the
Truth because we didn’t want to hurt you
For all the times You and your caregivers would shut me out
and do drugs and I would feel left out
I forgive you
For all the times we were taken away from you because you did drugs
And when you finally got us back still did drugs
I forgive you
You got us back and your doing good
Then quarantine happened and you started doing drugs again
I love you so much
I forgave you
You continued to do drugs
And I love you and miss you
I wish you were here