Now I know why so few people
Go to their high school reunions:
You just don’t know what you’re going to see,
And it can be a shock.
I had a few shocks, but not too bad
And then I saw the girl
That I had loved so hard
And wanted so badly
I didn’t even dare to sit near her,
And when we were paired up
In a biology lab
I never lifted my eyes
From my sacrificial frog.
Tonight our eyes met and she smiled.
I couldn’t move, but out of the realm
Of sheer impossibility she walked—
She floated—over to me,
Took my hand and didn’t let go.
We talked a little while,
I can’t remember any of the words
But her voice was just the same.
We got drinks and sat down.
She smiled again (my heart twisted)
And said, “Remember Doctor Cohen’s biology?
How he always smelled like formaldehyde?”
I added, “And how his shirt would pull out
When he reached up to write on the board.”
She tipped her head back and laughed,
Then looked at me seriously,
“I wanted to go out with you,” she said,
“But I was real shy back then,
I didn’t know how to get your attention.”
“You got my attention,” I said grimly
And my lips were numb.
“I wish we had dated,” she said.
“Is it too late?” I said.
I was trying for lightness
But it came out more like panting.
She laughed again, and said,
“Oh much too late.
I’m a grandmother.
And my husband had an accident:
He’s in a wheelchair
And needs me full time.
It took me a week
To get an LPN for tonight.”
Then our class president gave a speech,
There were some awards,
A benediction, and it was over.
“Can I walk you to your car?” I said.
“No,” she replied. “I still live here.
Small town.” One more smile,
(Was it wistful?) and she was gone.
For sure, I know why so few people
Go to their high school reunions.